Today is my father's birthday. He was diagnosed with colon cancer last week and is having surgery to remove tumors today. It was one year and a day ago that you and I bought Louie, you're "bouncing baby boy." I have more to add, but I'm so tired. I sleep really sporadically and never during the best of sleeping hours.
I don't listen to music anymore.
I can barely look at my horses. The things that always gave me balance now unhinge me.
As you suggested, I feel almost as if I'm learning to hate you.
It doesn't really help.
About Me
- JEM
- I'm metaphysically red like anger, passion, sex, valentine's day, blood, my favorite bathrobe, a good percentage of christmas candles, cars that get in the most accidents, and a distraction to bulls.
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